"Fuck It"

‎"Some days I feel nothing. Without memories there are no scars. Regrettably, this absence of passion also feeds the delusions of the calculating monster I can become. This is why I crave the darker side of living. It breaks the numbness of my desperation with at least an arbitrary intention. Though sick and shaded, my world becomes a sensual nightmare, spiraling like shots of cocaine through the blood of a madman."